I wish i could throw my whole life away
every minute of every second of everyday
and id have a big white canvas with no questions and no answers
but i could see all of my mistakes
i wanna lay it all out on the table
just to see how much that i'm unstable
and with m heart in my hands I can be a better man
and know who i'm not is who i am
Cuz I can't live like this no more I can't live like this no more
no more no more
Cuz I can't live like this no more I can't live like this no more
no more no more
no more no more
sometimes life is such a big pill to swallow
and when you try to get your fill you feel hallow
hoping just around the bend there will be a friend
who can understand before you start again
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oh God help me to be who i need to be
I wish i could throw my whole life away
and I'm gonna start today
Experimental hip-hop from this New York rapper where knotty, introspective rhymes unfurl over expansive ambient production. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 17, 2023